~ Lady Poeticro ~ ... unleashing a NEW poet

I'm coming home

2006-03-11T12:14:00.000+08:00

Wow! I haven't post anything since like forever here! The reason why I have dediced to move back is because my friends cannot leave comments n words of wisdom that I dearly need and my modblog is not as cool it was before because the imaging system has broke down or something and that makes it hard to share or display my photos and the most important of all it went offline quite frequently and sad but true it bothers me a whole lot - I'm return with my favourite Avril Lavigne skin! PLEASE do leave LOTSA messages and whatever basically! If you could still see my Ayumi skin, just come by later while it process itself! That's all for now until the next entry! I will re-post the poems I posted from modblog here in the future!

~Love ~ Alsa a.k.a Linda

2005-11-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

I wrote this poem not so long ago. I was going to start writing another fiction of mine entitled “I’m neither… but an Immortal Survivor”, I immediately pictured my main character “Rachael” was holding her archer and arrows on her back looking out for targets! That’s why I decided to write a poem tribute to my story! Hehe! I am still shy posting my fictions online because I’m still not very good at my grammars! Afraid ya’ll laugh at me. Hehehe! *hide her face with a pillow and blushed dark red* Please comment! I have 2 parts of An Immortal Archer and maybe I’ll write the third one just as long as this one! Please do tell me what you think about it!

An Immortal Archer

Straight up to the horizon,
I feel the wind
Is blowing away,
The air gracefully sways
Nonchalantly flew its own way,
My arms swings the bow
Of my wooden archer
Aiming to wherever it leads
Hitting on one hit wonder
As the tip of the eyen arrow
Ends my endless sorrow
Closing my eyes
I’m poise from my elbow
Up onto my wounded shoulder
Releasing it with a breeze
As I was regaining myself to breathe
As the arrow
Flocking through the air
Like a roaring bear
I’m standing
On the highest peak
Shooting the arrows
But I feel tad weak
For I have awaken
The enemy’s streaks
For I have awaken
A war amongst immortals
Has just begun
With a blink of an eye
With a moment of silent
Running through me
A band of my fellow mutants
Passing through me
Forwarding towards
The line of the ferocious enemy
I gain my strength
As I march with them
Fighting at my own will
Down to this slipperiest hill
Falling onto the ground
As swords and arrows
Making such gruesome sound
But I was lost
As I feel of a cut
On my back
As I turn and look back
The eyes of the devils
Was armoured in black …………. To be continued……..

Copyrights © Alsa Haslinda 2005

Nurturing the futuree...

2005-07-09T01:18:00.000+08:00

My regular routine at work - Branch School – Tadika Mayang Sari Montessori
Bukit Rahman Putra ~ 47000 Sg. Buloh

Here’s some low down on what I’ve been doing at work as a pre-school teacher. We are not just any kindie teachers; we are kind of like mother figures to them who don’t see them as much as we do. If they’re naughty, we would punish them for sure. We have like naughty corners and such. The smaller group would cry if I ever did so. They would cry so loud but then we have to comfort them back up. We’d say we love and or you can’t be naughty or else teacher would not want you and such. Hahaha! And if too naughty, we’d beat their hands but not too hard. Fuh! It’s super hard having many of them around but it is the best experiencing it for the past 5 years.
I’ve been all hyped about my 6 year olds’ exams last month and here’s some low down on what had happened. It was nothing big but it was a huge deal for them. It was held from the 21st of June till the 24th of June and they had exams like Maths, Bahasa Malaysia, English, Cultural (science via kindie), Spelling, Ejaan, Mandarin and Jawi. We could easily score them less than 5 minutes but for the children, it was hard! There were like “Teacher Linda, I donno how to do” and I was like “why didn’t you read? You have two weeks of holidays and ur telling me u don’t know?” and one of them reply “my mummy say she duno to teach me” Hehehe.. it was so cute… that is not the only thing they say. There were a lot because some of them couldn’t read well but u know it we r only aloud to read the questions. We (teacher Phaik Lee and I) love them so much. It has passed and Lim Jia Yu gets number one out of 26 students. I bought a toy car as presents. It was so fun giving out presents to students who achieve amazingly. As for the smaller students there were more introductions to math and English. By the way, in the morning from 8:30am til 11.30am, I will be teaching the 6 year olds and from 11:30 onwards is when my daycare duties started. My group of students is 3 and 4 year olds. Here are my regular routines throughout 7 hours.

11:30am – lunch time for daycare children age three and four.

12:15noon – move upstairs from lunch room to bath them.

1:00noon – based on the timetable I’ve prepared - revisions, playtime (playing toys while learning), writing, outdoor activities, flashcards session, art and craft, pink box sessions (introduce them to 3 letter words with pictures or objects… for example – peg, bag, men, wax and so on) and so much more.

2:30pm – its snack time! Foods given are like buns, biscuits, barley, curry puff, chocolate milk and so on.

3:00 – this is the time when we teachers could relax. The smaller ones would go to sleep (the bigger children is still studying upstairs and they sleep a bit later at 3:45pm). Most of them had their milk bottles and stuff. It is really cute because we spend more time with them, 5 days a week from morning until dawn. They have their little pillows for companies while their mummy and daddy are not around.

5:30pm – WAKE UP! It is time for them to wake up and wait for their parents to pick them up. We do not open until late at night. We’d much prefer if parents would come to pick them all up by 6:15pm.

That’s all folks! Hehehehe

Food hunting…. All the way to Kuala Selangor

Throughout the long silence from me, I was having many great times hanging out with my fellow friends from work. We went to Kuala Selangor to have fresh awesome seafood! They were delicious! My mouth is now watering already just mentioning it! I love to eat (tengok badan pun tau huahaha!) and to have friends who do love so too had made the whole eating so much fun! It wasn’t really that expensive. We ordered Sweet and Sour fishes, some prawns, veggies and of course CRAB!!!!!!! Hehehe! We hammered them down all them crabs like bush woman. When the 9 of us (Joyce and her boyfriend, Lisa, Renee, Wanie, Agnes, my brother, mother and me) went there last month, the amount was RM200!!!! But as we segregate the amount and it comes down to RM23 each and we ordered like nearly 9 dishes! Ain’t that cheap?!?!?! And recently was last Friday but only the 4 of us went – Joyce, Lisa, Renee and I. We ordered 6 dishes and it cost only RM100+. We are so going to go there again.

Next blog – coming soon
Parent Teacher Day… Branch School – Tadika Mayang Sari Montessori

Updated - About me

2005-06-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

more about me (as seen in friendster.com and for my full profile - go to friendster)

Here are some of the things that I'd want to let out. I was never really into friendship in school esp. in secondary because most of the people I go to school with were just BITCHY! Really! Anyway, I do met many good friends whom I still in contact with til this very moment! I do have my BEST inner circle of friends now from work and through long friendship bonds for over 4 to 6 years through the net or through my passion in letter writing (yes I am into penpalling so). To those who know me... I LOVE YOU SO GOD DAMN MUCH! Some of my good friends in school whom I've lost in touch with are mostly in Friendster so I DO THANK God that I've met them. Through friendster we could still get in touch through the cyber ways.... what am i shitting about anyway? Hahahaha! Lets get to the point....

Easy really... I'll be your friend regardless of your religions, races and belief but if you treated me like an enemy or nobody and there's the end of it. I would just do the walk the walk but LIKE HELL I would do the talk the talk! I am friendly, caring, funny and i love having friends! Those who loves to talk.. i am the one you should call :) I do not backstab people from the back because shit that's just not my thing. It's easy to make enemies but to make friends would be just impossible! And I love my family SOOOO MUCH and my love to my late father is unbearable! I missed him a lot!

Another thing is I am passionate with my poetry writing and i must say i write poems almost every day and i think i've been given this talent but i never really discover it since i think after i left school... Why I write poems? Well, some people would want to read a book on how to do so but I guess I just did it naturally. To be honest I was not really into this kind of stuff but then as I left school i guess i am talented after all but i am good in my own ways but i know i love writing every single one of my poems. I never really have a title or genres on my poems, i just let it out from the heart. I also do write many stories based on my imagination (a total of 10 fictions and one is a novel length fiction) which is the size of a giant vortex! HAHAHA! but still i kind of.. i do not know what people would think when they read so I'll keep it to myself at the moment but I am not afraid to unleash the poet in me.. I also love teaching and nurturing children because it's the most beautiful thing in this whole world! I've got to admit sometimes that i'd love to have my own kids. LOL! i am getting all mushy! Oh and yeah I AM A HUGE AYUMI HAMASAKI fan!

I wanted to send my love to my best friends: Joyce, Wanie, Zaleha, Renee Choo, Melati, Lisa, Rose, Sabby, Sangeetha, Shikin & Nina(met through blogging), Madfozi, Hry, Dana (a Kuwaiti studying in the USA), Dira, Rani and so much more! I do have tons of name but those whom already know me... then you're it! My best friends!

Poeticro - Untitled

2005-06-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

A Poet’s Note – This poem does not rhyme much but hell! Who cares? Some of my poems in the future would not rhyme! Hehehe! It is more like telling stories but it is the shortest way to express myself. It is written based on my love for fantasy books and to name a few:

David and Leigh Eddings’s Belgariad and other great trilogy
Jacqueline Carey’s Kushiel’s Dart Trilogies.

The Gods were crying
From the above
Seeking hand
From poor mortal souls
As I was
To serve
The Motherland
It will yield
The betrayal of my kind
Neglected I shall
But the above
Has grown wild
The suffering of my people
No longer could I bear
The longing
The craving
Of the help
They are lusting for
No longer could I bear
The people
Of kind motherland
I was born for
As soon
As my tiny body
Lingers out of
My birth carrier
My mother
My life saver who gave me life
So this kind motherland
Could have me as its protector
It yield more anger
From the above
As I straddle up
To face them
To shut them
And to leave us hell alone
Shall not this blood of mine
Would soon yield anger
Towards the above
Who wants nothing but its richness
Of my birth land
Who nothing but its goodness
Of my homeland
The people whom I was raised with
Were in battle but soon would claim victory
Nothing beats
The immortal hearts
We mortals possessed
The above has sworn
To bring disaster
In the future
But I shall not care
Nor scare
As I put an oath
Towards myself
That my descendent
Shall have my warrior blood
To protect this motherland
Of my birth
To protect this motherland
Of their birth

2005-06-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

A' la Romeo and Juliet! Hahaha! So cute!

2005-06-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

That's Lee Kai Wen and he's 3! He's soooooooo cute!

Photos courtesy of...

2005-06-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

By the way, all the photos you seen here courtesy of Teacher Joyce - who wants to remain anonymous- hehehe! Thanks Joyce! It was all taken using her camera so she burns it for me in a cd but my group of photos will come soon! I am still using the old skool type camera so hahaha! Welcome to the past! Bye!

2005-06-13T20:40:00.000+08:00

They are my students whom grew up with me throughout my teaching in this school

2005-06-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

CHEESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A Kodak Moment!

2005-06-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

Lou Mei Qi (left) is 5 and Lou Jun Hua (right) is 3 and a half

Poeticro - Chosen

2005-06-10T20:04:00.000+08:00

The midst of fog
I foretell
The future of the earth
I knew well
The clouds
Would swoon
The flocks
Of winery eagles
As the winter
Would lure
The watery shadow
Oh Lord
By this time
I have foreseen
A dart
Would blood tipped
The eyes of a chosen one
The future of the land
A burden
For the chosen one

2005-06-10T10:19:00.000+08:00

Aren't they cute? More crazy kids - coming soon!

2005-06-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

Last year's 6 year olds and a couple of 5 year olds. That's Teacher Rose and and Yours truly - me! (left)

2005-06-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

This is Keng Boon Bin! I missed him! He and his older brother no longer attend our school because his mum send them back to Ipoh! They are both half orphan- Just like me. I missed them SO MUCH!

2005-06-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

This yet another CM from Ayumi Hamasaki! AYUMI RAWKS!

2005-06-06T19:54:00.000+08:00

Look at them! More cuties - party time!

Poeticro - For The Land

2005-06-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

For the land
I would not perish
Until my blood
Rushing through my veins
As it rush through my wounds
Onto the ground
Of my lover land

For the land
I have trapped
In centuries
Whom many have fought
It was no longer sacred
Or as its tales were no longer heard

For the land
It despise you
Oh as I am a defiler
It holds us together
From any outlaws
As well as any conqueror

For the land
I would lay my sword
On everyone
Who deny
This land OH by Lord

For the land
I would die for
So others
Could be free
Stay free
And think free

For the land
I once grew upon
Will no longer
Shed such painfulness

For the land
For the people
For the love
For the God
It will no longer
Be invisible

For the land
I have passed on
Many great tales
For my descents
The mortal rulers
Of this Immortal World

The Poet is Back

2005-05-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

It has been like ages since I posted any poems! I have sketches of TONS of poems that haven't been through the grammar processing. So far, I have only managed to go through one and just to let yaâ€™ll know the poet is not some dead poet. My poems are always about deep thoughts and most of times are about the anger I've felt for so long on certain things... for now this poem remains untitled because I just don't really care to give it a name or a specific genre..

Craving for the light
I seek through
I seek for the pure
But the evil
You have unleashed
And lure
I shouted of the passion
The passions
I have been desire
You have locked
I dare not say
Of this dirty old rags of socks
Which I suffocated
Where you leave me to die
Nearly have I
Break down and cry
I shall not now be this way
While you are treating me this way
Oh lets not thy be the one who are free
Oh lets not it be you
Oh shall I curse you down
With almighty that I have in me
Making you swore
Lets not let me hunt you
Oh if I shall meet you
The devil in me shall release
Oh I hope thy
Would not want to be decease
Who is craving for the light now?
And let me disowned you
Throw you out
As thy weep
In thee saddest gloom
That I shall pass on you

Food Hunting

2005-04-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

I had fun today! I just got back from Kuala Selangor where my two best friends- Joyce and Wanie- and I went to eat seafood... It was a 36km drive, back and forth so it was like 2 hours drive back and forth. We ate a couple of fishes, crabs, veges and cockle and some other stuff. I am now full and could hardly walk! Hahahahaha! I wish to go again with my mum and brother but I don't think I could remember the road going there because it was late and the roads were SO DARK! We occupied ourselves with the radio turned on and having crazy conversations. We're girls on board so driving through those gothic road could be scary. We kind of think if we'd ever bumped into something... you know what I am talking about... The seafood restaurant was by the river so it was so nice and it was very windy too. We sat at a perfect spot by the side and enjoy the wind blowing us up and of course the food. When we got back home, we blast on the radio on and like trying to stay awake especially Joyce because she was driving! We were pretty sleepy after that heavy Meal. Joyce sent Wanie home first. We stopped by Wanie's mum food stall and had teh tarik and then Joyce sent me home. It was fun! We SO wanna do it again but maybe next time, we'd go in a herd-- hahahhaha! Watch out you fishes in the pond, and the crabs in the tank, we'll be back!..........

2005-04-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

OMG!OMG! I can't wait for this movie to come out!

2005-04-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

Ayumi Hamasaki's latest singles...Very cool!

2005-04-23T22:57:00.000+08:00

My very own Godson in school....

New Look

2005-04-23T14:33:00.000+08:00

Hey! I am kinda bored of my previous skins so it is time to change. How do you guys like it? Just give me some comments and yeah I AM AN AYUMI FAN! I will post new poems very much later. I need to edit them all and more pics... coming soon!

Suffering - part 2

2005-03-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

Alright.. here is the aftermath after Suffering - part 1

I shall live
This curse
And turn my life
In reverse
I am finally through
With my heart
Stays true
Whatever it takes
For me to fight
This suffering
I once had
Soon there will be
No crying
Nor when this world
Were left dying
Only happiness
That shines
With glees
Living free
Without the selfish of you
But only them
Sharing this new age
Of dawn with me

Poeticro - Suffering - part 1

2005-03-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hey all! It has been weeks since I posted any new poems but don't fret, I have two new posts and it is devided into two parts.. I wrote them quite sometime ago but anyway enjoy and please let me know what you think through shoutbox ... aight? ;)

What had led?
This childish act
The pushing
The struggling
We all had
The suffering
And my faith
On life
Is dying
Soon it'll fade away
With dust
Turns into shimmering gray
No life
No soul whatsoever
But some
Would just sit
And bare
This life threatening heat
The heat in us
Would shred
This mortal life in us

What's up?

2005-02-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hey! Okay! I am SOOOOO excited! I know i heard it correctly that Simple Plan is coming to Malaysia at around March 29th and I WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really LOVE that band and for those who haven't heard their album well you should. I am going! For those who wants to go with me please do let me know! Hehehehe! We could team up and go wild but I think wouldn't do such horrendous things because I do look like i have a heart of rock but i don't rock my body too much! Their music is my life!

Second is i have been rounding up A LOT of Ayumi Hamasaki's never been seen LIVE video online from circa 1998 til 2004 and I've almost hit, i think 30 and keeping 'em rolling! LONG LIVE AYUMI! m >_< m Hey! I do understand most of her lyrics okay! I've done many research and her latest album MY STORY has so much personal stories and I am still working on some more real translation. Anyone loves Ayumi Hamasaki? shout it out okay? it is okay if you don't know me, just shout it. I am also into Do As Infinity! Geez there are so many AWESOME MUSIC!That's all! Hahahha

Poeticro - A Tribute

2005-02-26T08:47:00.001+08:00

You are in my arms
Lifting me up
Though half of it
Cannot be seen
I dare to touch
The cold bare surface
That has made you such
The desire to seek
The desire to love you
I solemnly keep
Holding you so
Loving you so
Do not ever
Vanish me go
As your arms
Are holding me tight
But I need to know
Can you ever love me?
As my heart tells me truth
The truth
That has buried me
Deep inside
Inside me it hide
Telling me
You will always be mine

2005-02-21T22:26:00.000+08:00

They are my youngest students age 3 except the one who at the back in pink. I LOVE THEM! hehehehe! Hey I do have a soft spot despite of my interest in vampires n stuff. :P

Poeticro - The thoughts of Thee

2005-02-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

The colours of the walls won't crack
But the eyes we use
To see the world
Through our very own souls
Would lost track
And if the world
Been left alone
By the evil heart
Who shreded the binds
Between the mortal and immortal life
But no one could ever realize
Surviving could be so hard

Were there sad glooms everywhere?
With cold darkness lingering the air
People were staring at the things they scare
And would leave this place down the stairs
Pushing themselves
Towards freedom they could never share
This madness is mind blowing
But we're lack
To survive
To live
To love
And to hold

2005-02-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

I LOVE AYUMI HAMASAKI! LONG LIVE AYU! Ayu fans are welcome to visit and leave me comments! Who've bought her new album MY STORY? ISN'T KEWL?!?!?!?!?!?! Humming her way to the world!

2005-02-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

A different angle of my room! My room is where I write my hearts out. I AM SO IN LOVE WITH POETRY! COMING SOON - I'll be posting my sketches/drawing once I had it upload and NO I don't have any digicam or else I'd have posted it already :(.....

2005-02-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

THE CLASS OF 2004! My last Year's 6 year old students except for the boy in orange t-shit, Cheng Xing Yu and the one next to him Andrew Yeow who are now 6 years old. Pictures were also taken with Teacher Wani and Teacher Rose! God blessed them all! I LOVE YOU!

2005-02-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

WOULD YOU LOOK AT THEM?!?!?!??! They were about to play games outside. Picture taken last year 2004.

Poeticro - You

2005-02-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

The innocent
Catch up on you
It can't be you
I lean on the wall
Of your life
As I fall off you
Trying to survive
The heart
I'm trying to see
With your permission
As I unlock the keys
To your vision of me
I tried to hold it
I grab right through it
As long as I can
As I was trying
To reach up your hand
I was holding up my tears
When I realize
You were gone
Without saying goodbye
To the both of us
To the one who's grabbing
To the one left crying
A memory I no longer hold
As it will never
Cure this soul

2005-02-08T15:35:00.000+08:00

This is a simple collage of SIMPLE PLAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~Copyrighted Lady Poeticro @ 2005~

2005-02-08T15:06:00.000+08:00

Will you look at this picture! Don't THEY LOOK ADORABLE?!?!?!?!?! They are my younger students age 3 but this year they're age 4. I love them! ~Copyrighted Lady Poeticro @ 2005~

2005-02-08T14:58:00.000+08:00

This picture was taken last year when he was 6. I love my students and he's one of my favourites! His name is Tan Paul Kuan. He's now embarking the world of Primary school. ~Copyrighted Lady Poeticro @ 2005~

2005-02-08T14:53:00.000+08:00

Welcome to another phase of the Lady Poeticro blog. I have now uploaded pictures into my PC and I am going to post them here for all you curious friends to see. This a picture of my room where been writing many poems that you have seen here. Any photos that belongs to me a strictly mine! I WOULD NOT ALOUD ANY OF THE PICTURES TO BE SEEN IN ANY WEBPAGES

2005-02-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

Ayumi Hamasaki's Collage

Poeticro - Me

2005-01-29T13:08:00.000+08:00

The gem of my eyes
It glows
From where it lies
I shall not fear
Of any tears
As if came down rolling
But I hold it in me
And I'd never
Let it came down falling

I cast a spell
Upon myself
It's a spell
Which I have left
Half my dreams
In a sacred realm
For the whole world
To see
What's like
To be me

Poeticro - New Thoughts

2005-01-29T13:00:00.000+08:00

Let hell fall onto them
Crash and burn
Like the fire leaving urn
And they should learn
Their selfpride
As mine has turned
Into a soul
Which I've won and earned

I embark onto a path
I see stars of my world
It brighten the pessage way
And it resembles
The coldness
Of in my heart

The sky I wanted to seek
Reaching up to the highest peak
I wanted to fly
As this desire runs dry
But my past life flew
If only my heart knew
This feelings is brand new

Poeticro - Crazy Thoughts In My Head

2005-01-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

I was calling my love ones pearls,
But I lost both life in this world,
I was hoping to find the courage to ask,
Why must I go through this hard task,

The mind is telling people to shut,
Closing it tight,
Like a sealed can,
And it's as harsh as the sand,
This appreciation should be were given,
To a certain person,
Because life's like climbing a mountain,
When both heart clashes the soul,
They become frozen,
In time they'd crash,
As they should,
Given,
Us,
The freedom to aloud to finish,
Our rightful sentence,

The world is making me weak,
And I could barely speak,
It's pushing me to this streak,
By making me filthy sick,
It has thrown me into the creek,
As my blood was dripping,
It was as red as a piece of meat,
As I was being killed,
By its ego,
Filled with guilt.

Poeticro - The Nature In Us

2005-01-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

The drops of water,
From the rain,
Pouring through the river,
The heat from the sun,
Came shinning,
After the rain runs wild,

A rainbow,
From a distance,
Caught the eyes of the winter,
But the sky was covered with silky misty mild,

Spring time is here,
And it's getting nearer,
The flowers,
The leaves,
Fall onto the ground,
Falling down gracefully,
As it watched the ice melts freely,
From the sun,
The river flows wildly,

The river flows through the rock,
The rocks stays locked,
In the sandy river,
It's warm underneath,
But on the surface it shivers,

Poeticro - Break

2005-01-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

I look in his eyes,
And it's a sympathetic cry,
It glows shinning bright,
But then I catch a glimpse of a sight,
And it was a lie,
You'll never figure out how it felt,
From the moment you held,
Held me in your arms,
So tight,
But my sympathy towards you,
Could never be,
Because no longer you have me,
Because you break my soul at ease.

Poeticro - Love

2005-01-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

Chattering bells,
Why did you there?
Chattering bells,
Up in the air,
Binding two love,
Bind them with care,
It was from above,
From the heaven's stair,
To wish you the best,
In sickness and in health,
To death due you part,
Right from the start,
May happiness stays in you,
May you two seek right through,
Two souls were binded,
For God blessed you.

2005-01-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

Dashboard Confessional's lead vocal Christopher Carrabba! It's too Vindicated and Hands Down! King of EMO!

2005-01-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

Rock music will never been the same! They are my favourite band too! TAKING BACK SUNDAY RAWKS! photo courtesy of http://www.takingbacksunday.com

Poeticro - Thoughts

2005-01-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

I look up above,
The sky so bright,
There were colours of shinning light,
And with a touch from the sun,
To start a brand new life,
That has just begun,
Let us overrun,
The fear and the darkest path,
And restore them with a calm thoughts,
Of this new born destiny,
With an open heart,

Poeticro - Come What May

2005-01-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

Come what may,
Come what may,
Always believe in yourself,
There's no time to slay,
I've tried to believe in myself,
Every single night and day,

Come what may,
Come what may,
I do believe in myself,
I said to myself,
Cherish your love ones,
Like there's no tomorrow,
You wouldn't want,
To live in sorrow,

Come what may,
Come what may,
I dreamt of last night,
As I walked onto a shinning light,
I was astonished by it's presense,
As I looked at it,
I stayed,
And it took me away,
Far,
Far away,
Into the deepest core,
And I no longer feel sore,
As my heart was torn before,
Come what may,
Come what may.

2005-01-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

Yellowcard is one of my favourite rock bands! This picture is courtesy of www.yellowcardrocks.com and I hope Yellowcard would carry on making the best music. Long live punk rock! Anyone who loves their music, please do leave a few comments! ... are you a fan of any other rock bands that I should be listening too? Drop me a line! Thank you!

Poeticro - Mother Nature Against Humanity

2005-01-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

The recent life Iâ€™ve seen was drowning,
It is buried under a soul of many hearts,
The rooftop of shelters came down falling,
It drifts away the love ones,
And tears came down rolling,
The hope to live was crashed and burned,
Into a pile of living dead it turns to ashes,
Ashes that floats on natureâ€™s liquid,
As this war against nature is defenseless,
The hands were reaching out from down under,
It fades with an impact,
That power of nature slams harder,
The eyes of ours are salty
From Mother Natureâ€™s lovely gift of earth,
As it turns nasty

2005-01-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

SIMPLE PLAN RULE!

Words from the Poet

2005-01-09T16:53:00.000+08:00

I know it is too late but I'd like to wish all of you a HAPPY NEW YEAR! Thank you so much for those who leave their comments and also to all who have been supportive of my blog. I do not wish to talk a lot but well I have a few things to say. Many of you asked me whether I ripped these poems in my blog from elsewhere. The answer is NO! My poems are originally written by me and there's no way I would lie! Most of my poems are written two to three years ago and only a few I posted are written recently. There's no way I'd lie about my talent and if you find any of my poems are very much similar or the same as yours than you're the ripper not me. So are we all clear about this whole originality of this blog? Good! Keep it that way!

Anyway, it has been a wonderful week for me and my teaching has gone to a whole new level. But as we could recall the sad day on December 26th, 2004 where Tsunami had hit Malaysia and as well as other Asian countries. I myself had shed tears and I was truly in a mix emotion when I saw the news on TV. To all the people in the Islands of Penang, Langkawi plus the state of Kedah and certain places in Perak or Perlis, I'd want to wish my deepest condolence. I wish God may seek through the tough life you have suffered. I am here in the state of Selangor would like to land a whole lot of love and hugs on behalf of everybody. To those who suffers the same in Thailand, Sumatera, Sri Lanka and others, may the faith you have in you stays in you to be alive. And I think now is the time that the citizen of earth should realize on such catastrophe and think twice on the things we should do. As humans faces war against each other for so many years, we are now facing war against mother nature and non of us could ever win this battle because it looks like the nature is reclaiming it's possesions that men had polluted it with anger, hatred, blood and so on. Let us join forces and stop this war but a war created by mother nature are defenseless.

Poeticro - Freedom

2004-12-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

My lonely heart says I am free,
Free from this horror,
And I must now knee,
No I will not,
But I try to walk away with an ease,
But still it was getting harder to breathe,
Why must this happened to me?
In just a few second,
My heart no longer understand,
What it all meant,
And it just fades away,
It fades further,
And you can't see it,
How hard you try to catch it,
You can't seem to hold it,
How hard you try to reach it,
You can't seem to find it,
At last you land up,
Being alone,
Living it.

Poeticro - New Life

2004-12-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

I look up above the sky and it's so bright,
There were colours of shining light,
And with a silky smooth touch,
From the sun,
To start a brand new life,
That has just begun,
Let us overrun the fear,
And the darkest path,
And restore them with calm thoughts,
Of this new born destiny,
With an open heart.

Poeticro - Picket Fences

2004-12-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

Picket fences with white and pink patches,
Of cold flowers that bring us wonders,
Cornfields were grown by an old men wearing faded jeans,
Bringing a bucket of milk for his offsprings,
To share it,
To sell it,
And to make a living out of it,
For his poor family,
And to enjoy it,

Poeticro - Ones A Castle

2004-12-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

In the castle was terrific with lavender curtains,
And blue shields with shinning armor throughout the passage way,
To a parade of swords on the wall they crusade,
Each with rusty surface and they look very old,
It haven't been used,
With dust and the shines on it fades,

Venture to the exit,
To a large castle door,
Overlooked the outside with sore,
A lawn of carved statues were ones so beautiful,
The trees and the ponds,
And birds were so wonderful,
Frogs on lillies were hopping like crazy,
Onto carved statues,
Down into the fountain bowls they splashes back to the ponds,

The birds chirping,
And drinking water,
The shades from the clouds hiden from the sun,
Because the heat was pouring,
As it burns those gorgeous flowers,
They were no showering of rain,
Nor the castle nor the top of the tower.

Poeticro - Mix Fantasy Poetry

2004-12-11T13:29:00.000+08:00

Magical twist stardust with magical twist of bright stars,
A castle hide above the skies,
True powers are in our eyes,
To witness nature glow through river niles,

Mystical pixies flew gently out the window,
They're so tiny that they fall with a single blow,
The angry fairies wave their wands slow,
And turns those naughty goblins in green into crows,

The light on the streets waken the night,
The wind is blowing the dusty air away,
The river splashes water every where,
The reflection from the moon it turns snowy white,
The course of nature repeats itself,
With the light of day and night,
Leaving the traces of beautiful sight,

I cast a spell for love,
From my passionate heart,
Its a a true feelings from the above,
It makes love so special,
As the heart in you turns gentle,

Poeticro - World? What World?

2004-12-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

The world has gone thirsty,
Of blood as it was dripping faster,
Than a stream of wide clear water,
Humans are naive when it comes living their lifes,
Because they can't seem to survive,
As many has strive,
Trying to keep them alive,
Life was hard to carry on,
And we can't deny that,
But why some people still does not care?
As they sit and stare,
Sitting there and wished the best things in life to dissapear,
Under the ashes of manmade fire,
As they were carrying many fear,
They had in them,
Their future brought them into a huge disaster,
And it is as though they were questioning the creator,
The mentor,
Of This world.

The End Is Near ~ Part 2 ~

2004-12-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

Okay! This is some lowdown on what happened! First day of school especially when you were in Kindergarten was.. actually hell! Hehe! There are a lot of crying and one of the new kids name Hazim, he totally squeeze my cheek! And his sister, Adlin! Oh my god! Last year weren't so bad but this year is probably the worst. There's also a little boy name Lou Jun Hua was crying so loud I think my ear drum causes me to go deaf for a mear second. Although his sister, Lou Mei Qi was an old student of mine and we thought she might handle her brother for us, we couldn't get him to shut up! LOL! There's also Aldric and Alvina! Holy smokes they are just way too aggressive! They shout and kick but only for a while and then they grew tired. I am not complaining though. I was just sharing my days with my peeps. It is not as easy as you think. Taking care of a large group of children are challenging. It is like going to a battle where you are phisically and mentally challenge by different types of kids. They won't cry forever. Nurturing children is my life and I would not change it for the world!

Poeticro - My Cruel World

2004-12-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

I see, I feel and I am longing to cry,
And I see crowded cheers,
Mumbling terrible lies,
I hold a soulful tears,
I feel sorrow in my heart,
Right from the start,
I never felt this much pain,
And I am going madly insane,
From all this game,
And they put me into the hall of shame!
Where they think they would gain,
A handful of saint.

Poeticro - The Future Life

2004-12-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

The clouds are getting darker,
As the wind blew harder,
It is just like my past life before,
That need to be restored,

A tree looks lonely without leaves,
It's just like my life without any soul,
and my red heart becomes cold,

The birds were tweeting as the passes by,
Yet the ponds were getting dry,
My lonely soul started to cry,
And I haven't figure out why,
Is this world is such a big fat lie,

The terrible storm in me reflect the future,
The future I am too afraid to explore,
I'm afraid it would be horrendous torture,
For me to go any further

The End Is Near

2004-11-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

Oh man! It's nearly the end of the year and boy do I need to brace myself! There are going to be a lot of new students coming in Tadika Mayang Sari Montessori tomorrow! YIKES! They are range from age 2 to 6 and. I remembered last year when new children started to flood our school! Holy $#%^&$%! Hahaha! But I am totally prepared for those kids! There are gonna have many new kids for next year and stuff. Lotsa crying, kicking, slapping, vomitting lol. Oh I'm so taking many vitamins tonight and swallow almost anything I could find! Hahaha! I'll report in on what's going to happen!

Poeticro - A Vision

2004-11-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

As a vision stroke into my mind,
I could see the eyes of a child,
The eyes people are too afraid to look at,
Even for a while,
It'll curse you they say,
with a glimpse with blink of an eye,
The child had many tears,
That lingers down the valley on his eyes,
For many years,
He cry,
He sigh,
As he grew up,
He was questioning himself,
Why can't they accept his innocent soul,
And why they treated him so cold,
He could barely live his young years,
Even if he lived until he was old,
It'll bring disaster to him,
The eyes turn black as the starry night sky,
It can't be cured, nor replaced.

Poeticro - Broken Heroes

2004-11-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

The shields were broken,
The armors were shattered,
The soldiers were left alone,
Leaving nothing but hatred,
Broken brotherhood were mended,
Broken families were found
Broken heart couldn't be replaced,
Nor the faces of the entire human race,
Yhere were no tears of happiness,
Even many stories were told,
And victory is such a sweet sorrow,
Many sacrifices because they were bold

Poeticro - Destruction Of Mankind

2004-11-25T20:22:00.000+08:00

Has the world is coming to its end,
is it over?
It went silent and never have I thought itâ€™d be this sooner,
I walk on stroll looking for survivors,
As clear as it was,
Itâ€™s no longer there nor be seen,
Where are the animals I once see?
They were once so happy living glee,
Where are the others I once had touched?
They lived so gracefully,
I had loved I strongly hold,
The fear I had glissade through my soul,
No longer I hear it whisper nor the trees and leaves were once green,
Where are they?
I search for thousand miles,
Just to see them smile,
I ran as fast as I could but I felt like I was standing still,
I fell onto the ground,
Unconscious on my whereabouts,
I havenâ€™t seen any life beings,
I crawl on the ground,
As my paws was grabbing the sand and itâ€™s all I couldâ€™ve found,
I had to bare the heat I pound,
Until my sweat drips over my forehead and onto the ground,
My heart starts to fail as it stops to pound,
My bloods stop flowing and I could feel it all through my brain,
This weakness I had was unbearable,
My innersole aches and it feel terrible,
I canâ€™t move or open eyes,
Because I was dying to see the bright blue sky,
I was hoping that this weakness that I had was a dream,
It wasnâ€™t a dream at all,
It was a reality within a dream,
Where I had to live in,
To sleep in,
And to die in,

Poeticro - Night Creature

2004-11-24T21:14:00.000+08:00

I'm the starry skies,I'm in black disguise,I fear of the tide,I run but i do not hide,I climb the highest peak,I heard the wind speaks,i go through blazing snow,I felt the winter blow,as the snow flakes fall,slowly they embrace,white ice cold without any taste,I am the wonder of the night,I am a loner in day light,I carried a soulful delight,I live in the dark,I'm holding onto myself tight,I walk on stroll by the riverside,on search for an oceanwide,I kept the faith in me,the faith i've always want to set free.

My Introduction Blog

2004-11-24T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hello!

My name is Alsa Haslinda and I am here for a reason... to finally interact with the world in my way! I love writing and I love meeting new friends from all over the world and this is by far the latest way I've getting myself into with a whole lot of support from some of my good friends. I am 22 years old ;).

For now, I will only post my poetry and I will only post in my fiction later. I think the time will come later on. I still think it is better to be in a "poetic mood" for now until I am ready to show you all my true colours that is my full writings. My poetry is all about how I feel. There are many different types of poetry from love, fantasy to hatred, war, destruction of mankind and so many more! It is all about the sensitive me and I'd love to share them to the world! I may not have my blog publish but at least sharing them could make me be a better person and find many friends who could totally relate towards my writings and of course those who feel the same way as I do.

I'd love to thank first my mother who has been and insparational to me. I couldn't imagine living without her. She is everything to me and I love her so much! Next has got to me my brother who goes through life without a father for the pass two years of our life. My brother and I never give up the most important thing in life which is family.

I will keep on updating and let everyone read and see pictures (coming soon) and get to know me a whole lot better.

Love Alsa

PS- I need your support and please bare any BAD grammers!

Thank you! xoxo

I'd love to thank Madfozi and Hry for all of your support that you've been given me! Love ya'll!